I woke up with salt in my eyes

I had a lovely walk at the beach yesterday. I saw kites, i heard someone said "this is spiritual", i watched a harvesting of mussels, and i sat a long time to hear the sunset soars.

Sinbad is an elephant killer

As if there is no easy and stupid target, i think i shoot myself more because i have only myself to blame if i fall with a big thud on the ground.

The Ugly Rain

I usually smile to people in my work building. It is a friendly smile. But for some people, it is also a way to hide the words and the voice that i don't want to communicate. I was in the elevator with one when it elicited a response about the weather, "the ugly rain" she said, "yeah i have to" acknowledging i will brave the elements outside. When i stepped out and felt the bright sun in my eyes, i regretted the chance to wash the phoniness in my face.

Mottos we don't understand

Voltaire's last sentence on Candide has been my unofficial theme last week. I think i gave away my book to Goodwill a long time ago so i visited Borders to reread it but it looked like they were out of stock because they were going bankrupt and someone may have snatched the book for $4.99 less and was on page 35 paragraph 2 and seemed to be enjoying it immensely, so i visited the local library and was witfully asked twice by the librarian: "How soon do you need it?". Anyway it goes like: "but we must go and work in the garden" while others have it as "cultivate" the garden. I think i like the second one better. And I also like this film.

How do you want to be buried?

Hi all my birthday is coming. The hours and minutes leading to my birthday are when the butterflies in my stomach are going crazy. I may have to drink a lot of honey and snort a lot of pollen so they will keep still.

I have not planned anything yet. It is not fun rejecting an idea when it is just beginning to blossom. I may have to dig deeper and i may end up doing something that i rejected on the first place.

If you can think of something, please let me know, so i will not feel guilty rejecting an idea other than my own. Seriously, i need your juices on this one.

As i'm writing this now, i am looking at the bulk of laundry that i have to wash and dry this weekend. That is my only plan so far.

Thank you. Oh and i have somethinh up at Negative Suck's March 2011 Issue.